s: hey so wasn’t there an eclipse tonight or something? j: uh, you mean the twilight movie eclipse just came out? m: oh you know, after twilight the eclipse comes out…and kristen stewart falls from the sky too
i think i’m addicted to tv…and mcdonalds and i’m suffering from withdrawal right now.
currently staying at my uncle’s place, note his computer is all in chinese. funny thing, when you scroll over english words they are defined in chinese (opposite of my computer). anyway, i have failed in several ways
1. try to open the ninjavideohelper…a screen pops up. shit…don’t think, immediately press (Y), nothing happens. ahhhh 2. open a new window, open the ninjavideohelper a second time…press (A) instead. nothing happens…AHHH 3. try to do it once more, no more security screens pop up, i f-ed up. 4. go to youtube, adobe is not updated. try to go through a series of installing that…not working 5. tvshack.net - megavideo is not loading, go figure 6. go outside to see if i can turn on the tv…uncles sleeping on the couch. god
and i want mcdonalds…i feel the shivers coming on. i think i’m going to have to pop a sleeping pill to get through the night….that sounds very dramatic, and kind of even more disturbing than my addiction to tv and grease.
it’s hard when you value things differently from others. d would always get the brunt of my fits because my homework corners would get bent, i would run out of white out, i would drop dry laundry on the wet floor, when really seemingly little things drove me insane just in general. can’t blame me, obsessed with perfect hair, smooth clothes and face. the only thing you can do is find someone who is on the same page as you for each specific issue and then lament together. lol…sigh feels good that you understand me, n.
although there is no influence of the movie, recently i’ve realized that i’m so doubtful all the time. when shit goes wrong i feel like dropping everything and being like whatever. when something doesn’t go wrong…i can make it seem like it has. going to try to be positive and maybe get a tattoo. that has no correlation either haha
starting with my going away party…i hope this message will instill guilt in people and inspire them to rsvp. and if not…i will get drunk anyway, lol jk
i think miss you very much sounds better than miss you really much? - haha although neither one is really grammatically correct, i still think the first one sounds more touching = )
sometimes i’ll set it so that specific friends don’t automatically show in my gchat list. therefore i’ll get really excited when a chat pops up instead of sad that they didn’t msg me when we were both online. kind of f-ed up on my part
heading home to the states soon, in 2 weeks to be exact. maybe that’ll help, i’ve been feeling so funny these past few days. and can’t quite put my finger on it…maybe i’m looking for a purpose or just more, of something. my life is so vague…vaguely nauseous. and i sure as hell can’t wait to eat: chipotle, in and out, and all these freaking breakfast places that N and her friends have been going to. and thai noodle. jc i miss norcal so much….i can’t believe i just said that
what is the point of brooms? i hate that ONE line of dust that you can never really sweep up. thought i would be able to ask my aunt to help me clean the apartment before i move out…but i guess i’m a big girl now.
recently got the privilege to attend jay chou’s concert (thanks jlu) and i gotta say, he’s still got it. and when he sang his old ballads, brought me back to high school - windows rolled down in the maxima…cruising down bellaire. anyway, really fun concert experience: really extravagant sets/girly outfits, hot dancers, hundreds of girls (and guys) with glow sticks, and random chinese celebrities that i did not know…jolin!
saw sex and the city 2…and i liked it ^ _ ^. all you haters, not every movie has to have substance/some deep metaphorical meaning. it was fun to watch and pretty satisfying for the wait. heels heels heels…haha they’re so old now
after a couple of months of obsessing about how i <3 thai food, i have realized that i don’t even like the real deal. after many dishes of giving it another chance, turns out that i just like the fake stuff. if there was a panda express version of thai food - i would be its number one fan, haha i feel so rame.
however…for memory’s sake, these are the things i do like
american pad kee mau pad see eu (only from berkeley’s thai basil)
taiwanese chili pork and basil shrimp cakes fried chicken
thai green curry tom something something - chicken coconut soup
(edit) jk went to eat with a thai person thai food is delicious lol